Monday 26 November 2012

114

For 114 days this year, I wrote a fact about myself for everyday, reflecting on what had happened in that day:
Here are the results... if you care... or not :)

1.I like being odd
2.The only thing I know what I want to do with my life, is help people + save the world
3.I gag at the thought, sight, feeling of sick
4. I own a microscope, I like my microscope and I regularly use my microscope
5. I can be incredibly shy, so much that I can't speak
6. I adore being outside
7. I like staying up late
8. I own a cool camera
9. I have, and always have liked school
10. I like science- it's either right or wrong
11. I like cooking
12. I don't like being alone
13. I like camping
14. I am nicknamed, Merry
15. I love being up high
17. I like doing special  things for my friend's birthdays
18. I like watching Youtubers
19. I like odd things + bright colours
20. I adore Microsoft Publisher
21. I'm unnaturally opimistic about everything
22. I love everything
23. I wrote the one above because I was debating whata I preferred more: Night or Day
24. I'm around kids alot- but I don't like children.
25. I find it hard to start things, but once I'm started I'll do almost anything
26. I like nerdy things
27. I like watching films
28. My bunny is the cutest thing- ever
29. I like watching plays
30. I won't watch horror, diasaster, and very sad films
31. I adore Kurt from Glee, and Glee in general
32. I'm forgetful
33. Exams don't bother me much, normally
34. I like doing something different
35. I like to think I can take alot of pain
36. I think to think I'm organised, but when it comes to time- I'm not
37. I take as many oppotunities as I can
38. I'm vegetarian
39. I'm amazing at procrastinating
40. I secretly love that little thrill of doing something scary
41. I like doing things my way
42. I don't drink alcohol
43. I like cheesey things that no one else does- like Jedward and Eurovision
44. I like camping
45. I like singing
46. I didn't answer the school registar until year 3
47. I don't particulary like sci-fi, except Star Wars- to an extent
48. I act like a child
49. I don't like just sitting at home for hours
50. I love impromptu meetings with friends
51. I can easily do nothing sometimes
52. I either have asthma, or am quite unfit- the doctor doesn't know which it is
53. I have a slight ambition to work on a film set 
54. I've always had a slight love and obsession with pirates
55. I know quite alot of the nerdy, scouty skills
56. I'm indescisive
57. I like travelling
58. I like tourist shops
59. I often get the easiest things wrong- hard stuffs all right
60. I'm book smart, but dont I don't actually consider myself smart
61. I like showing off
62. I can stay up all night as long at I'm doing something
63. I used to despise running, now I kinda love it
64. I wish everything could be impromptu meetings with friends
65. I like being explicitly taught things
66. There needs to be more waterfights in the world
67. I love being with my friends outside
68. I don't like publicizing my feelings.
68a. It's hard to let go of things.
69. I adore being a young leader
70. I can be productive if I try
71. I get VERY childish and excitable around my birthday
72. I adore presents
73. Somethings, I don't like talking about
74. I do NOT like being shouted at
75. I adore showers
76. I adore mud
77. I think I can go quite well with no sleep
78. I haven't got a clue what's going on inside my head
79. It seems I can't remember up to two days ago
80.  I adore wearing glasses
81. I don't do mornings
82. Things scare me
83. Rain doesn't bother me
84. I can get kinda obsessed, kinda quickly
85. I can be very impatient
86. There is a story behind everything on my bedroom walls
87. Quite often, I don't sleep enough
88. My family is very techy
89. I like leaving things to the last minute
90. I can happily daydream in a car for hours
91. Mainstream things annoy me
92. I'm not very sporty, but I enjoy sport
93. I don't think I'm popular
94. I adore climbing
95. I feel I should take walks more
96. I'm proud of any injuries I get
97. I don't sleep in cars
98. I don't get ill often
99. I wish I hadn't given up swimming, I genuinly think I could have been amazing
100. I don't like doing nothing
101. I complain about my job, but in theory it's so easy
102. I'm slightly socially awkward
103. I like cooking
104. I always have some sort of injury
105. I twitch when I'm scared
106. I can eat really unhealthily
107. I kinda like cleaning
108. I can go without meals, but not without eating
109. Sometimes, I just don't want to sleep
110. I was doing so well at this until today day :L
111. I adore Doctor Who
112. Not including learning things, my memory is awful
113. I love cooking, but supernoodles are my guilty food pleasure
114. I'm too lazy to continue this

Thursday 22 November 2012

Shyness

fact #1084 about Alex
 I was too shy too answer the school register until year 3

As someone who was just so incredibly shy until recently, I feel I am in some position to share my experiences and maybe inspire someone else to come out of their shell (even if their shell has a PS3).

The fact above, technically that's not true, I know I didn't answer the register for the majority for my lower school life, however, year 3 is the only time I physically remember not doing it, therefore I am to assume it got less frequent in that year. I've kind of brushed past the fact of this, but just think: You're so shy you can't even respond 'Yes, Miss' in reference to your own name. I would literally just sit there, or put my hand up, or a friend would answer for me. Yet; at home, I'd never shut up. Similarly, with my friends, I was known as the loud one with people I was comfortable with, but put me with acquaintances and I become a mute.

This continued until I was 16. On every single parents evening up to year 12, every teacher would say:
'She is a bright pupil, but she could speak up in class more'

12 years, three parents evenings a year, around 8 subject teachers
I have head that phrase easily over 300 times, yet wouldn't speak in a class; I wasn't scared, I could talk to the teacher, I could talk to the class, but just casually raising a hand and offering an answer or opinion on the subject matter of the lesson- nope.

Luckily, around middle school it begun to decline, in 2007 I was put in a group of strangers for a scout camp and made to work out jobs and performances. I excelled in this, knowing the strangers had never met me before, and had no judgements of me, made it easier to become myself. From that, it got better I could speak to strangers, but still not in class.

I sit here now, in my last year of school, and can happily say, as classes shrink, there's less people to speak in front of, and you care less what they think any way. I didn't even notice it happen, I just suddenly realised I was the loud one in the class...Happy Endings all round?

I think one thing stopping me from speaking for all those years, is I felt if I spoke an opinion, that I'd be forcing an opinion on someone else, so I just stayed quiet and said the answer in my head. And right now, the same fear is creeping in again as I try to convince you shyness won't rule you.

so as I click that little orange 'publish' button, I'm doing something scary; why don't you? Then we can all cower in fear together...

Tuesday 20 November 2012

Rawr said the duck

My favourite animals and why those animals are my favourite animals
or
 my favourite and why those are my favourite + animals^3

numero 1
Tiger
-they're orange, stripey, beautiful and live in jungles... what's not to love

numero 2

Monkey
- they're like half human, and look adorable, and can climb well.. I aspire to be as cool as monkeys

numero 3

Giraffe
- they have long necks and can decapitate a lion with one kick... say no more

numero 4 

Lions
- just look at the mane- they should run the L'Oreal adverts

numero 5

Kittykats
- Like Lions and Tigers but in a slightly less lethal baby sized package

numero 6

Rabbits
- they hop...

numero 7

Tortoises
- I like to think that you get really old and just turn into a tortoise

numero 8

Spiders
-they're beautiful, you're all in denial

numero 9

Snakes
- see above

numero 10

Elephants
- you can climb on them and they have an equivilant of holding hands

numero 11
Ducks
- they go 'Quack' 

When in Doubt....

Some are better than others, but here are a list of things to finish the phrase 'when in doubt'. I don't think I really even understand what it means; I just use it as an excuse to do something silly.
so you could say 'when in doubt; go to Alex's blog and read this list'

When in doubt:
  • go to the fridge
  • blame RED unit
  • have custard creams
  • shout AVADA KEDARVA until it works
  • ask the cat
  • blame the cat
  • wear leopard print
  • change the answer
  • YOLO
  • hit someone for saying YOLO
  • become a ninja
  • become a wizard
  • read a book
  • go to the fridge again
  • check facebook
  • dress as a gorilla
  • chase a banana
  • learn to teleport
  • start a blog
 I've done all of these... except the blog one

<communication terminated>

Monday 19 November 2012

Let me take your coat....

Aloha,

My name is Alex and I shall be your guide through this mish-mash of things to come. I don't claim to be any sort of an expert on these things, but in the inter-galactic museum of awesomeness, I can try. And yes, everything I write in the silly little thing which I blame Laura and Nadine completely for; I will continue to write in utter gobbledegook.

As an initial parting thought, before we've even begun; I present onto you, my overall favourite, simple life quote to live by (there is a close second, but I don't feel I know you well enough to reveal that quite yet...
and third place is 'Blink, don't even blink, don't look away, and DON'T BLINK' but that doesn't quite have the same philosophical meaning as the others)

Everything you do in life is insignificant; but it is very important you do it
-Gandhi

P.S- Yes I spelt Gandhi correctly, and will argue with you about it, because I am right...

P.P.S I hope if you didn't enjoy this that you won't come back, I also hope if you got both Doctor Who references, you will come back- There are more to come :)

Allons-y
(...Dr Who reference #3)